Words From The Tea Obsessed

Yes. I know. I'm sorry.

My chin hurts. Why am I so accident prone? Someone once told me that it's all psychological. That if I believe that I am then I will be. Well, I thought "Oh, I'm getting better at this. I'm probably not going to fall anymore, I'm so awesome.", and I tried to believe it too, but you know what keeps happening? Pain. I keep falling down, hitting the ground, and getting cut up or otherwise injured. I hate my scooter right now, it's too finicky, the slightest bump makes it totally swerve out of control. I wish I hadn't been hit by that freaking car. My bike was so much safer, and faster, and better....

Andy's weird. Enough said. xD

I'm allowed to do that sometimes right? But I'm not. I've got to keep my mouth shut. Because no one cares, and no one really wants to know. Why would they? Because this or that and these or those.

Green

Green

Green

Green

Green

Green

Dancing To A Happier Place

Yeah, that sounds nice. Let's take that train and watched the scenery fly by. I'm tired of the difficulty without even knowing if it's going to be worth it. I'm tired of it, really. But the thought makes me sad. Why can't it be as easy as dancing?

I take what I see and hear from my surroundings. Shaping them, translating them, making them make sense to me. Who knows what anyone else thinks.

Who knows what I think. I wish I did. My thoughts are jumbled and my ideas are scrambled. Tomorrow might be better.

Chrysanthemum would be better.

But I suppose I'll settle for dandelions for now.

Happy Birthday To Me............

It's been my birthday for an hour now. It probably sounds a little whiney, and you're probably like "But Destiny, there's an entire day ahead!", but nobody's said Happy Birthday to me yet. I've not only been talking to Ethan and Chet, even my boyfriend didn't say it....

In fact, he didn't even tell me good night. He just told me he was going to sleep and signed off. He usually tells me goodnight, and I'm a little upset that he won't tell me what's going on or atleast admit that there's something wrong in general even if I can't know what...

I'm a little sad.

---- 4:45 pm: Ethan remembered. Erin remembered after I told her. xD